The simplest words are also the hardest words

I'm fine

2011-11-12T19:33:00.000+08:00

I'm glad we cleared things up.
I am actually handling it fine, probably because I saw it coming.
Since you've said it yourself, I respect your decision.
I know you've made up your mind and nothing can change that.
And since I want the best for you.

Au Revoir

Restless mind kept alive

2011-11-01T00:20:00.001+08:00

I miss you so much, so much that words can't describe.
I just want to feel your embrace and hear your words.

It's like I'm ready to lay my life down for you even if I have to.
I'm prepared to give up whatever I have just so you can be happy.
I'd leave you alone if that is what makes you happy.
It may hurt to be afar from you, but it hurts more to see you sad.

Every moment I pray, that everything is going your way.
And I pray that one day, just one day, you'd want me back.

HAIR FOR HOPE 2011

2011-09-29T00:18:00.000+08:00

PHOTO MONTAGE FOR THE SHAVEES WITH CANCER PATIENT FAMILY FOO CE HENG JARENN & HIS FAMILY!

I'm really happy I played my part in contributing to the society. Virgin shave (Y)

Hooked On Flea heads to TAB! See you there!

2011-08-28T16:06:00.001+08:00

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EVENT DETAILS:

Location: TAB (442 Orchard Road, #02-29 Orchard Hotel, Singapore 238879)
Time: 12pm-5pm
Date: 1st October 2011

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ADVERTISING AND PROMOTION EFFORTS

Pre-event and on-ground promotion:
- EDM blast to our database of 15,000

- Event invitations up to 13,500

- 1400 SMS blast

- Word of mouth/PR efforts: Facebook, Cozycot, Sgflea, Flowerpod, and other social media platforms

For more information: http://www.freemansland.com/

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REGISTRATION FOR VENDORS

PRICE:

(a) Table section: $60

(b) Windows section: $80

[Approx 1.2x0.8M Table + bench-like seating area on both sides of the table]

*Members get 5% off the price

LOGISTICS PROVIDED
[Table section]
• 60cm by 60cm tables
• 1 x rack SPACE (SPACE only, we wont provide the rack)
• 2 chairs

TO REGISTER:

Email: booking@freemansland.com with the following details:

Subject: (Date/s) October 2011 at TAB

Name:

E-mail:

Blog/Shop Url:

Contact no:

Date:

No.of booth(s):

What are you selling?:

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DIRECTIONS:

TAB is just a 5 minutes walk away from Orchard MRT Station:

1) At Wheelock, face Forum and walk all the way straight
2) Once you have reached Forum, cross the road
3) Make a left turn once you have crossed the road and walk straight for about 2 minutes
4) You have reached TAB! The entrance of TAB is at street level ;)

BUS SERVICE:

A bus stop is located just beyond our entrance. It’s named B20. We’re pretty sure that there’s a bus which can take you to where you want to. The following bus services ply that stretch: 7, 36, 77, 105, 106, 111, 123, 132, 174, 174e, 502, 502A & NR8.

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PARKING:

Located in the heart of our beautiful city, TAB is surrounded by fine establishments that provide ample parking spaces till late.

The following buildings have parking lots:
Orchard Hotel, Delfi Orchard, Orchard Towers, Palais Renaissance, Orchard Parade Hotel, Forum Galleria, Tanglin Shopping Centre, Hilton Hotel.

A point to note: Parking at Delfi Orchard is only available till midnight, cars will be wheel clamped if found after which.

Visit us at: http://freemansland.com/ for more information
Follow us on twitter: http://twitter.com/FREEMANSLANDSG
Follow us on twitter: http://twitter.com/HOOKEDONFLEASG

Facebook event page: http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=184352718300757&ref=ts

For further enquiries, email joellee@freemansland.com

Cody Simpson - On My Mind

2011-06-27T00:29:00.000+08:00

[Verse 1]

I'm sleeping through the day
I'm trying not to fade
But every single night
I've just been lying awake
Cause I, I can't get you off my mind

The moment that we met, I didn't know it yet
That I was looking at a face I'll never forget
Cause I, I can't get you off my mind

I can't get you off my mind
Give me the chance to love you
I'll tell you the only reason why
Cause you are on my mind
I want to know you feel it
What do you see when you close your eyes
Cause you are on my mind

[Verse 2]

I want to be your best
I want to be your worst
I want to be the gravity in your universe
And I, I want to be there to help you fly
I'll help you fly girl
Oh, the longer that I wait
The more that I'm afraid
That someone's gonna fool your heart and take you away

Cause I, I finally realized,
That I can't get you off my mind

[Chorus]

Give me the chance to love
I'll tell you the only reason why
Cause you are on my mind
I want to know you feel it
What do you see when you close your eyes
Cause you are on my mind

[Bridge]

Girl I can't live without you
I can't think straight without you, no
So tell me what should I do
If I can't get you off my mind

Give me the chance to love
I'll tell you the only reason why
Cause you are on my mind

[Chorus]

I gotta know you feel it
What do you see when you close your eyes
Cause you are on my mind
You're on my mind
You're on my mind all day and night, oh
Cause you are on my mind

[End]

I've never felt like this, ever.
I never knew I'd experience love like this.
You make my heart race everytime I see you.
You make my mind go crazy each time I think about you.
You make me happy whenever you smile.

I just wana know every thought you're thinking
I just wana know every emotion you're feeling
I just wana know everything about you

" Give me the chance to love you "

Paramore live in UK 4.Never let this go

2011-06-18T00:09:00.000+08:00

" Ladies and gentleman this is a song about love, gone terribly wrong "

Maybe if my heart stops beating
It won't hurt this much
And never will I have to answer
Again to anyone

Please don't get me wrong

Because I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you

One day you'll get sick of
saying that everything's alright
And by then I'm sure I'll be pretending
Just like I am tonight

Please don't get me wrong

Because I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you

Let this go, let this go

But I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you

And I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
That now I feel like I don't know you

A whole new journey!

2011-06-12T12:51:00.008+08:00

I'M BACKKKKK!

I've graduated from Leadership Programme!
I am a loving, caring and responsible man, GLP of LP98!
WOHOOOOOOOOOO!
What a journey it has been, really.
I really thank the people that has walked this journey with me.
And special thanks to, Clement Wong, for making a stand for me.
Making sure I walked through the doors, and got where I am today.

And I decided, it was time I contributed to the community.
So I took part in the blood donation drive @ Raffles Place mrt station!

Followed by Hair For Hope 2011 @ Jean Yip Academy

Still getting used to my shaved head. HAHA
There are times where I try to fling/comb/adjust my hair sub-consciously,
and end up laughing at myself.
I wana thank everyone for their encouragement!
Inclusive of those before I shaved, and even after!
Now, do your part to support the children cancer patients!
Not ready to shave your hair away? Feel free to do donations!
Approach me if you want to do a donation ^^

Email : iamyourcheese@live.com
Facebook : http://www.facebook.com/MrJoelLee
Twitter : http://twitter.com/MrJoelLee

Spend your Saturday here!

2011-06-01T23:46:00.002+08:00

Need some retail therapy?
Wana find some good deals?
COME ON DOWN ON THIS SATURDAY!
Spread the word!

The only thing that matters

2011-05-23T01:23:00.002+08:00

I enjoy every moment I have with you.
I'm missing you alreadyyy

Live like it's your last day

2011-05-23T00:58:00.005+08:00

The LP Journey

LP weekend is only 2 weeks away.
It's like finally, all the things that I've been through.
The 4 months of my life changing experience.
What's next is to go out there in the world and make a difference!
When the journey of LP98 ends, it marks the beginning of the bigger game.
Something greater in life, something so much more out there.
Come on guys, let's finish the race in glory!

I am a loving, caring and responsible man

Nobody said it was easy

2011-05-15T01:05:00.003+08:00

Oh gosh, nearing 3rd weekend for LP already.
Feeling so frustrated and worn out over every matter.
Totally no mood to do calls or participate.
Feedback saying I'm inward focused, and I'm not shifting.
I'm quite stucked actually.
AHHHH, all victim stories. Tsk.

I can't help but to feel so helpless at times.
Because you're all that matters.
It sucks not being able to make you feel better.
It sucks not knowing how you feel.
It sucks to go to bed without knowing you're fine.
Maybe I tend to think too much. Probably.

Why I'm Home - Go Radio #nowplaying
" I just don't think that this will be easy, saying that you love me "

Perserverance alone is not enough

2011-05-02T22:37:00.002+08:00

Sooooo long since I last posted. OOPS.

Another 4 more weeks till 3rd weekend for LP.
Still trying to achieve my goals in the 3 pillars of LP.
It's been rough, waves of mixed emotions, tension.
But I'm gonna get through it, I will.

School has been great!
The only thing is that I need to get sufficient sleep every night.
In order to work after school & still stay focus in class the next day.
Oh, thank god for an amazing bunch of classmates. Hah.

Anyway, I don't know why but........
Probably because I'm thinking too much, nvm.
" If it's up to be, it's up to me "
No more victim stories, k go sleep.
GOODNIGHTTTTTT ~

Hey it's Jumbo's birthday!

2011-04-11T00:04:00.009+08:00

We had a surprise celebration at Brenda's place.
Her parents, especially her mom, treated everyone with warmth.
Something that's so hard to find nowadays.
Crashed her place to do decorations, then went off to l4d @ Simpang
Let the photos do the talking.

There's always something to learn everyday.
We have what it takes, to create those amazing results.
It's just, what are we pretending not to know.

The Legendary

2011-04-03T21:52:00.003+08:00

" It's not about how hard you can hit, it's how you can get back up & move forward no matter how hard you've been hit " - Rocky Balboa

Think you've had enough shit? Think again.
He was punched more than 50 times during the match & yet he stood back up.
He ain't immortal, but he knew he had to give it all.

FYEAH!

2011-04-02T12:23:00.002+08:00

OMG, I AM SO HAPPY.
I GET A CHANCE TO STUDY AT RP, DIP IN HOTEL & HOSPITALITY MANAGEMENT!

Many don't know how much I've gone through just to get this.
As simply and easy as it may look, but I had to do so much.
After dropping out from NYP, getting into another Poly seem so hard.
Via DAE exercise, my application was rejected twice.
And they didn't even explain why, except that I wasn't chosen.
I was so desperate to get back to mainstream schooling.
At least now, the trip I made to RP personally, & emails, were all worth it.
Because now, I am given this opportunity to study again! YAY!

As seen in Lee Kuan Yew's book, never give up when all seemed lost.
It's only when you focus on your vision and goals, you'll make it possible.
It's such a good way to kickstart April! ^^

I should probably get out and celebrate for a night. HAH.
Time to visit Ah Ying at the old aged home.
BYE!

Mesmerized

2011-03-30T00:15:00.005+08:00

Seeing you makes my heart race.
Holding you makes me feel like the world stopped.
Kissing you makes me feel like I'm in a fairytale.
Being able to spend the day with you is like the best day of my life.

" In my heart is where you are, it's where you'll always be "

Euphoria

2011-03-25T00:59:00.001+08:00

I like how you make me smile
I like how you make my day
I like how you make me feel special
I like how you make me jealous over small matters
I like how you make my heart race
I like how you make me want you so badly
I like how you make me go insane just thinking about us
I like how you make me want to spend all my time with you
I like how you push me away and make me come running back
I like how you hug me from the back
I like how you look me in my eyes
I like how you make everything seem so right.

<3 you

HOLA!

2011-03-19T02:46:00.004+08:00

I'll upload the rest of the photos on Fb
When I'm not so lazy. Hahahahaha.
Barcelona's pretty awesome.
There were quarrels here and there, and yada yada.
But hey, quarreling is part of communicating yeah?
(Just the not-so-good way of communicating) HAH
Anyway, we had fun, really ^^

Went to Colin's birthday chalet @ Aloha Changi
Pretty enjoyable too.
I'd say, I enjoyed it very much.
Spent the whole day with Wailing <3

Just so you know

2011-03-12T06:46:00.001+08:00

I want to spend the rest of my life with you.

That's what is on my head now, at 10,880km away.

Let's run

2011-03-07T11:25:00.005+08:00

26 February @ Cathay

4 March @ Plaza Singapura, Ajisen

5 March @ 313 Somerset

Happy Birthday Fitri!
HAHAHAHAHAHA.

It's all about you

2011-03-03T02:55:00.003+08:00

He said: "..... I'm back in your heart again. "
She said: " when did you ever leave "

I just can't help but to fall in love with you.

All the small things

2011-02-27T00:48:00.006+08:00

This was a little something that we were talking about.
And I thought it'd be fun making this picture. Heh.

I just can't get enough of you.
That's why I keep wanting to run back to you, again.
And again.

Just for you

2011-02-24T21:49:00.005+08:00

Here's something I did when I read her Tumblr :

It looks kinda dumb, but yeah. Hah.

First Leadership Programme weekend @ Asiaworks tmr.
It's gonna be a great weekend!
I'll just miss you more this weekend. ^^
C'mon LP98, let's get it startedddddddddd!

Cotton candy

2011-02-20T11:56:00.002+08:00

Good morningggggg!

I just came back from breakfast with my family!
I feel great! (Y) x 5
It's been great, so much to do, so much to say.
Ever since Advanced graduation, I seemed to be twirling all around.
There's been so much amplifed emotions.
There's been so much more thinking even though I'm already a thinker.
(I know it doesn't make sense, but I'll explain if you want to know)
PHEW, JUST NEED TO CATCH MY BREATH. HAH.

Saturday was great, was such an enjoyable day.
I had the whole day with Wailing, literally the WHOLE day.
Met Debbie & Johans to send Veronica off at the airport at 10am.
Then we headed off to meet WL's clique at The Cathay.
Went to FLB @ Pit Building after some 'studying/revision'.
L4D @ Cyberdoom with everyone else. (Y)
Had ban mian @ WL's house, mini chit chat session.
Ended off with a long car ride home with WL, Liling and their mom. ^^

Good things will come your way, just make room for em' to come.
Keep dwelling in misery, and you'll stay that way.

Transformation

2011-02-14T02:08:00.003+08:00

It's been so long since I last posted anything here.
So once again, I am back again to share my second journey @ Asiaworks.

5 very crucial life changing days has just passed.
So much has been taken, so much has been given.
So much has been created, by him, her, you, ME.
This is where I draw a line in the sand.
This is, where I let it rip!

I am feeling that burning sensation again!
That wanting to burst out zest, again!
What I've gone through, words are never enough to describe.
There's so much more to create out there.
There's so much more people to reach out to.

I should go to bed to recuperate.
So that when I get back up, I am ready to bring it on!
Goodnight guys!

SA99
Love y'all, truly, honestly, sincerely.

What did you say?!

2011-02-04T02:15:00.004+08:00

It's been good, it's been..........good.

My family has been communicating more.
In a way, more squabbles and all, but it's good.
At least we communicate, and share, and listen.
That's what a family should be right? I likeeeee. Haha.

House visiting is still pretty enjoyable.
Went to Rino's house early in the morning.
And yet he was hiding under his blanket like a small kid.
Cause he said he has yet to dress up, shy. HAHA.
It's okay Rino, you know I still <3 you.
Pop-ed by Selina's house too, while at Jurong West.
Fell asleep on her bed while my bro and her were chatting away.

Headed down to Serangoon Gardens with Jasper & Jezrika.
Played L4D with a bunch of fun kids.
Had a great time at LAN.
Then got scam-ed at the prata shop. -.-
"Mutton and fish curry same?", "Same da"
Yeah, same my ass, charged us $3 for each bowl of mutton curry.
Had to cab home since we finished at midnight.
Money's been flowing out like water recently. ):

Wailing, please come back earlier. ):

Time for bed man!
Just finished playing dota with the Lee(s).
(Brandon, Darren & Lenard)
Awesome time, we trashed em like shit. Hah.
Goodnight!

Beliefs

2011-01-28T14:39:00.003+08:00

I am backkkkk! (Y)

I have just had a amazing week.
So much to gain, so little to lose.

It feels like I'm walking on the same planet,
but I am wearing many pairs of glasses to look at things.
I am bursting to share this vision with everyone.
Like a kid that just got his new toy.
However, I've been struggling to share this vision with everyone.
Now I really know, it ain't that easy.
Because if it was, it wouldn't take me 3months to attend Basic.
I was trying so hard to explain by just saying things verbally.
But it's so hard to digest what I have to say, like duh.
Hahahahahahaha. *Air laugh*
What I'm saying is that, if saying was so easy, many things would have changed.

I am really blessed that I am able to realise this now.
I am able to realise at such a age, before my layers of "years of experience".
No offence to any of the elders though.
Three cheers for a good start for year 2011! (Y)

Step 3

2011-01-22T00:34:00.002+08:00

Okay, many many things learnt from tonight's training!

There's too many to tell, even more to do!
It just feels so great, it really does.
I am so looking forward to the days that are to come.
I am so excited to make the difference in my life now.
This is, and will be, the best way to start my year.

I can just keep going on and on about how happy I am.
Hahahahahahahahaha.
But nahh, I'll keep it short for tonight.
Training starts at 10am, and ends at 11pm.
Better tuck myself in early, to get ready for my awesome day to come.
Goodnight peeps! ^______^

Step 2

2011-01-21T00:45:00.003+08:00

Training was great! Was very awesome in fact! ^^

Learnt so much from today's training & excercises.
There's so much to do, so much more to accomplish out there.
I am starting to feel that it was worth paying the $1200 for this training.
As the coach said on the first day, "It ain't magic, YOU gotta do it yourself"

Now I get to see things in a different perspective.
A perspective where maybe everyone knew, but couldn't see it well enough.
A senior friend was sharing with me as we made our way to the station.
Cindy: "All these ain't theories I haven't heard or talked about"
"But the difference here is, it comes right at your face"
I guess that's what the whole 'experiential learning' comes about.

It's like riding a bicycle.
You can read up on books from the library on how to ride.
You can score a distinction theoretically, yet you can't ride a bicycle.
You learn it at the age of 4, and you'll never forget how to ride again.
Basically it's the best way to learn things, this way you'll never forget.

I am feeling so happy now.
I can't wait to let my family see this change.
I can't wait to make an impact on them.
I can't wait to make things right in my life.
I can't wait for the day to come! ^______^

Alright, better get to bed now.
I want to have sufficient sleep, to make the best of my days.
(Guess what, I don't need ciggarettes anymore)
Goodnight everyone!

Step 1

2011-01-20T00:38:00.004+08:00

I don't know why, but I am so excited to type this out.
I JUST HAD MY FIRST DAY @ASIAWORK BASIC TRAINING!

It's pretty amazing how things work at training.
The coach would help us visualize situations which we didn't understand.
I like how the coach went through things systematically.
Basiacally taking small steps to better help us see ourselves.
I think that's all that I can say, not allowed to disclose any information.
But I am so happy and fortunate to have Clement with me now.

He's had a rough patch with Bel, just today.
I really hope they do work things out.
I am very much grateful for having him as a bestfriend, still, after all these years.
I don't know what else can I ask for, seriously. Hah.

Anyway, I should get to bed soon.
Sleeping on time and having sufficient sleep for myself is essential.
I better get going now.
Goodnight, plenty of sugar dreams yeah!

New year, new start!

2011-01-18T03:11:00.005+08:00

I am finally back at this space!
Gosh, it's been way too long since my last post. Haha.

Man, there's so much that's happened, so much to tell.
But I wouldn't want to start whining everything out here.

Well basically, I have to make changes in my life.
It's not just to make my parents happy, it's more about my future.
I strongly believe we should all play hard
But first, we MUST WORK HARD.
I think many of us tend to get the wrong idea. (maybe just me)
Everyone would forget about the 'work hard', and always remember 'play hard'.
I guess it kinda works like the radio advertisment on Channel 5.
"People only listen to good stuffs" BAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

I've to set things straight now.
And its best to start now, this very moment.
I want get my diploma, so don't be surprised if I am studying at RP@Woodlands.
(cause Papa thinks that Woodlands is very far, and everyone else thinks so too)
So I have to get school registration done asap.
I want to have a healthy lifestyle.
So I should participate in outdoor activities once a week!
I want a happy family.
So I should start committing more time to my family.
Probably have weekly mahjong session! (THAT IS AWESOME!)

Alright, that's a huge part of my life.
Better stick to this, or I'll never succeed in life.
I'D STILL PLAY REALLY HARD. HAHA.

Time for bed yeah, gotta get up before noon for work, again.
Goodnight peeps! ^^

Fast-forward

2010-12-27T05:11:00.004+08:00

Gosh! Time has been flying so fast!

Had like gathering, then Christmas, then gathering! (Y)

Finally met up with Tiggy!
Fortunately Narnia brought her, Amanda and me together.
Though our plan to catch Narnia I & II failed, we had a great time!
Hope everything is going well for both of em.

Had a great Christmas celebration over at Aaron's aunt's place.
She had like so many beautiful decorations and so much champange!
A little hiccups here and there, but yeah, had lotsa fun!

Anyway, the photos are all on Facebook.
Okay, actually I lost track of the order of events. Haha.
Its been a great Christmas weekend I must say.
However, I've been staying out late and sleeping when the sun is out.
Have definitely gotta stop this bad habit and come home earlier.

Met Debbie at Cine for our Xin Wang treat, Sihan came later.
We were famished, so we HAD to start eating first.
Our supposed lunch, eventually became early dinner. How nice.
I had stomach-ache after that, was pretty bad.
Everything came out upon reaching Ang Mo Kio Hub. HAHA.
Which made space for Christabel's birthday BBQ!
Met quite alot of the SID Class 2 people, Chris & Chng Yong.
Felt really good to see everyone still joking around.

I just started back on Vampire Diaries. Heh.
Guess its about time the episodes started coming out faster.
That was the reason why I didn't start on VD when it was released.
Alright, time for bed, before the sun comes out!

GOODNIGHT !

Hey its Christmas!

2010-12-24T15:14:00.003+08:00

I finally have time to be back here! Yay~

There's so much to do recently!
Probably cause I wanted to keep myself busy. Hah.

Anyway, I've been working at TAB alot recently.
It's pretty fun with quite flexible hours.
But they open at 5pm daily, so its always late nights for me.
It's a live music lounge/bar, very similar to Timbre.
Check em out @ www.tab.com.sg

I just reached home, after our "Baking gathering" at Weekiat's place.
We baked cupcakes, and decorated it with icing/fruity pebbles & flakes.
Had a long night, laughing out loud and rolling all over the floor.
It's so nice to live so close to one another, I can just walk home.
While others always have to stay till morning for transport. HAHAHA.

It's Christmas Eve already!
Told myself to enjoy, so no work till next Tuesday! ^^
Everyone should be enjoying the no-snow-Christmas@SG. Haha.
If you're working, better get double pay man.
Tsk, talking about pay, TAB kinda screw up a little.
But its okay, give in for once, there shall be no next time.

MERRY-JOLLY-HAPPY-CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

CAN CAN.

2010-12-13T01:25:00.004+08:00

Gosh, the week seemed to have zoom-ed pass!

Carilyn's birthday was great! ^^

The rest of the pictures are up on Facebook, lazy. Haha.

Anyway, I can barely remember what happened over the few days.
Maybe just cause I'm feeling lazy to remember. Haha.

12 Dec, Sunday.

Met Dawn at Tiong to train down to Expo.
We both woke up late and blah blah, so we were late.
Sat together for service, with Clem too.

Pastor Phil Pringles spoke about "Birthing Purpose"
Just what I needed to figure some things out.
Doesn't help me totally since its suppose to spiritual purpose.
But oh well, some pointers do make sense.

Played soccer at Pasir Ris Primary with Gin & Clem.
Then headed to FEP to meet Debbie, Veronica & Sohee!
Had Pastamania for dinner at FEP.
Had a pretty good time laughing with the ladies. Haha.
Veronica had a post for me on her blog, since she believed I stalked her.
www.veryfirstday.blogspot.com

Aite, gonna hit the sack soon.
Just updated my iTunes with more songs! ^^
Goodnight earthlings!

Birthday celebrations!

2010-12-08T17:21:00.004+08:00

Tuesday, 7 Dec.

Happy Birthday to both Debbie Lee & Richelle-Joy Chia!

Met Debbie, Lindy & Michelle at town in the day.
We went to Crystal Jade @ Taka for lunnir(lunch + dinner)
Basically cause I wanted lunch, and Mich wanted dinner.
We ended up meeting at around 4pm, so both meals tgt.

The rest of the photos are not up yet. :/
Anyway, I had the spicy beef ramen.
The whole bowl was filled with chili oil, and 5 piece of beef.
Wasn't exactly very nice, bad order.
After we're done eating, my ramen had to exit my body.
(Went to poop after exiting Crystal Jade) Hahaha.

Rushed over to meet Trevor @ Richelle's place.
Did deco preparations with him.
It was sweet of him to plan the night for Richelle.
Had Richelle's friends to come over for the surprise.

Okay, photos are up on Facebook.
Anyway, the night kinda ended in an awkward way.
A feeling hard to describe.
Still, we ended off in a happy note.
Okay, I gotta rush off to Carilyn's legal 18 birthday now.
BYE!

Narnians

2010-12-06T13:33:00.003+08:00

Okay, I just woke up. Haha.

Sunday, 5 Dec.

Mama woke me up at 13.30.
She wanted me to go with her to play badminton.
I used to follow her to SP to play every week when I was 15.
So I decided to go brush up my badminton skills.

There wasn't much ppl, in fact only 2 others.
So we played a fixed doubles throughout the 2hr session.
I had a really awesome time playing with em.
But I really have to practise harder to match up.

Bathed, changed, and headed straight to Richelle's BBQ.
She had soooo many friends there yesterday.
Barely had time for us - Trevor, Dawn, me.
But its okay, its her birthday anyway. Haha.
Dawn and I left after cake cutting session to catch Narnia!

We had to run out of the condo to chase the bus. Haha.
We caught Narnia 3D, at The Grand Cathay!
The show is pretty good I must say.
Thought I have yet to watch any movie of Narnia.
Bus-ed back to Queenstown cause we missed the last 64.
Headed home after sending her back, and walaaaaaa!

I am gonna start on the first two movies of Narnia! (Y)

Hot Blonde

2010-12-03T16:02:00.003+08:00

Rapunzel is pretty, like serious serious. Haha.

Went to Anchorage for Dawn's birthday celebration.
She had too many ppl to entertain. Haha.
But I was doing fine, with my bro & Wendy around.

Caught a midnight movie at The Cathay.
Together with my bro, Dawn, J.Tham, Rayner.
Pretty nice movie to watch.
Like all fairytales, they end it the sweetest way.

Anyway, photos are up on Facebook!
Capturing and saving the best/epic/unglam moments.
Hahahahahahahaha.

Expelliarmus!

2010-12-02T12:37:00.004+08:00

Expelliarmus; Charm that disarms your opponent/whoever.

Gosh, I just got home from last night's celebration for Dawn's birthday.
Oh, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAWN LEE!

Woke up in the late afternoon and went to Bras Basah.
It's been so long since I last went there.
Got some boards and headed home to make Dawn's board.

Spent my night with Richelle, Dawn, Loysius, Ethan.
We met at Anchorage's poolside.
Hope she enjoyed the cake and surprise.
Then we started on our drinking session.
They are really a hilarious bunch. Hahahaha.
Everyone were swaying from side to side, except Dawn.
Had to crash at Dawn's place till morning.

Shucks! Don't have much time left.
Meeting Tiggy in abit, gonna go NYP together! ^^
Sign our withdrawal forms. Hah.
BYE.

New beginnings

2010-12-01T01:25:00.002+08:00

A physically tiring day, but it was worth it.

Gym-ed with Richelle & Stephanie (her cousin)!
There was this super duper embarrassing moment.
I fell asleep while running on the trackmill.
Closed my eyes for like 5 sec, then I fell.
And I got abrasions on both of my legs, how nice.

Then headed to FEP with Dawn at night.
Wanting to eat her favourite chix rice.
Unfortunately, she forgot which direction to board the bus.
We have to make an extra trip before reaching FEP.
And then, they ran out of chix rice for the night. :/
But its okay, we'll be back. Hahahaha.

Spent the night at Anchorage, poolside.
With Dawn & Richelle's schmates.
Who were drinking with heavy hearts(not all).
Had a pretty good time hanging out with em.
Walked back home from Dawn's place.
I wana sleep early tonight, okay bye.

#nowplaying Need You Now - Lady Antebellum

Part VI

2010-11-29T20:25:00.005+08:00

28th, Sunday

Sent Gin off at the airport at 5am.
We had Maccas breakfast @ T2. Awesome-ness.
Gave him our last regard, hugs, before heading back to Clem's place.
(Looked unglam, but yeah, for our dear Ginny boy)

Train-ed to Expo with Dawn.
My day was greeted by her red blushing cheeks. Haha.
So finally, I went for service.
Stood there among the many people, feeling familiar, again.
Had a hard time keeping myself awake.
Clem and I were doing our best to keep each other awake.
After service was some catch up session.
Met Bernice and the cell, with new additions. Hah.
Met Jerblin, with her usual charismatic smile.
Met Sandy, and her usual platforms.

Feels good to back at service, feels good to see everyone smiling.
What a lovely sunday morning. Haha.

THEN, my next stop was LEISURE WORLD.
I had to plan this trip like days before.
I am so happy with myself for being so smart. Hahahaha.
Headed out of our tiny island for the night.
Embarked on a journey that would change our lives.

However, we all came back this morning, 8am.
Feeling so worn out and drained.
Apparently, it kinda felt like we were being sucked dry.
Nonetheless, I had a great time with them!
It was hell of a experience! Hahahaha.
There you go, in a nutshell of my oh-so-happy weekend!

The End

Part III

2010-11-29T20:09:00.006+08:00

27th, Saturday
I woke up around 12noon.

Remembered Jiamin wanted to meet me.
She's wanted to meet me on friday midnight itself,
but I couldn't make it back in time.
So I decided to spend my day out with her and Gladys!
Thank you for the card Jiamin!

We bus-ed to Bugis, then walked to Haji Lane.
Went to the flea held there, fleas - my favourite. Haha.
Was expecting much, but met many friends!
Met the SDN ppl of NYP.
Met some friends that I haven't seen in ages.

Met my gorgeous looking cousin, Jeneen!

I bought a Topman checkered top @ $20 too!
Double happiness! BAHAHAHAHA.
Then headed down to Cine.
We wanted to check out the flea @ Scape.
But they only had a few stalls, opened by aunties. :/
Then met Weekiat, YongSheng & Carilyn.
Snapped photos, chatted.

Oh! Then met Janice at Cine too! Hahaha.
She was accompanied by Veronica, and her korean friend.
Chatted for awhile, and we all had to go home.
Bus-ed back with Jiamin & Gladys.
Then had to pack and rush over to Gin's place!
Was feeling so happy throughout the day. (Y)

Part II

2010-11-29T19:54:00.002+08:00

26th, Friday.

Met Gin, Iso, Clem & my long lost buddy, Jamal!
We had lunch at Eighteen Chefs @ East Point.
Gosh, Jamal lost like 15-20kg ever since the last time we met!
He seriously looked so different!
Spent our day at Jamal's crib, playing Mortal Combat.
Our very own classic game. Hahaha.

Then went to town for dinner with Debbie & Mich!
Thank you ladies for your time & presents!

We had dinner at Astons @ The Cathay!
There was such a longggg queue.
Then met the Membina guys at Cine.
Wanted to catch a movie, ended up playing lan @ Cyberdoom.
Aaron's bike has to be tolled, clutch wire spoil. :/
And so, headed home around 5am.
A long day out with everyone, enjoyed myself. ^^

Happykid92 Part I

2010-11-29T16:38:00.007+08:00

Omgzzxzxzx, too many to blog about. Haha.

I am very happy with my birthday weekend!
Though my birthday was only friday, but I had a great weekend!
Thank you everyone for your wishes & regards!

25th, Thursday

Went to Turf City with Gin's family
It was his sister's birthday, so had dinner at Owen's Seafood!
Had a great feast of Peking duck, sharkfin, abalone(I don't like).
Then the Chew family sang me a birthday song too!
Am very grateful for their treat, really nice of them.

Then went over to Clem's place to check on him.
So Thursday, I kinda already had my first celebration.
Hahahahahaha.

Pleasure

2010-11-25T05:28:00.003+08:00

Taken from this app in Debbie's iPhone, Pudding Camera!
Its this awesome camera app, the content is in korean, but easy to use.
Am really loving the app. Hahahaha.

Went shopping with Debbie in town.
Dropped by Taka to check out a work, but sucks.
Need to look for another job that pays better. :/
Played Poker @Angus' place.
Had a hilarious chat session with the guys after that.
Thats why I'm only home, at 4.30am.

Birthday is in 2 days time.
I want so many people to all turn up.
To flood my vision with all my friends. HAHA.
But its okay, I've no plans, so just dinner will do.
Time to toss and turn in bed!

#nowplaying Human - The Killers

Decisions

2010-11-24T01:00:00.005+08:00

I got my brother to cut my hair! \m/

Oh well, he did some trimming only.
Cause I totally look like a kid with short hair.
For some they would say, my "helmet" got smaller.
Its still same in shape, just trimmed. Haha.

I don't know what to do for my birthday.
So I decided to just meet Gin and Clem.
Let them decide what to do, and where to go.

#nowplaying Come Back Down - Lifehouse

Happy much.

2010-11-18T22:19:00.003+08:00

The "should I cut my hair" day.

Have been thinking whether I should cut my hair since afternoon.
I feel its getting a lil too long, yet I want the length.
Its neat if its short, but I look like a young kid with short hair.

Friends have been saying that I have a "helmet".
Cause my hair literally covers my head like one. Haha.
But I've no idea what to do with my hair.
Besides, my brother have been cutting my hair.
Haven been to the salon in like zillion yearsss.
There are quite a few lovely souls that gave me compliments.
Saying I looked good currently, and that I shouldn't cut.
Totally made me feel all jolly like a bulb shining brightly!

Guess I should go to the salon before my birthday!
My birthday is cominggggg, hell yeah it is! ^^
Don't expect much, happier that way.

Stuck in the mud.

2010-11-15T00:17:00.002+08:00

Hey there, if there's any there.

Been working my weekdays away.
Haven been doing assignments/homeworks for like 4 months.
Don't know if I made the right choice.
I am still clueless about my education.
I'm so scared that I'm stuck with just my Olevel cert.
Some are saying that I should go army first, to learn life lessons.
But I feel, I should get my diploma first. :/

Seems that every road I walked is a dead end.
School, my "partner", and I don't know what else.
How if everything would just fall into place.
Yeah, I wished, carry on dreaming.
At least I still have my laughter with me, if not life is so sad.
Please send some Angels to watch over me, pleaseeee.

Gotta sleep early, cannot be late for work!
Goodnight!

Now playing : All These Things That I've Done
I've got soul, but I'm not a soldier.. I've got soul, but I'm not a soldier..

Fullstop.

2010-10-25T01:13:00.002+08:00

QUIT SDN @ NYP
GETTING MON-FRI JOB FOR THE NEXT FEW MONTHS
STILL <3 K3
LILO'S BEEN A SUPER CUTE FELLA

Lead me onto the right path, thats all I ask of You

Insomnia

2010-09-30T05:51:00.003+08:00

Watched The Spy Next Door on my lappy!

It's a funny show, especially since there's Jackie Chan.
The movie is more for the younger ones, I feel.
But it did share a good point.

"Family is not being blood related,
is those whom you love, and loves you."

I should get to bed.
Goodnight!

Jalan Raya

2010-09-27T19:35:00.005+08:00

Met up with the Queenswayans for Raya!

They are still as funny, as hilarious, as awesome!
We had so much to talk about,
so much to catch up, so much to share with one another.
So much so that we got carried away, and forgot about time.
Felt so happy to see everyone again!

Unfortunately, I woke up late this year.
And didn't keep in touch with Fiza, so no baju kurong. :/
Everyone asked me, "Hey! How come you're not in baju kurong this time?!"
Still, I had a great time. (Y)
Wished we were all younger and had not so much to worry.
Hahahahaha. Catch up soon guys!

(Am trying my best to update my blog)

Flea fly flow!

2010-09-27T18:59:00.002+08:00

Went to fleas last Saturday! [25 September 2010]

Planned to meet Debbie on her offday, to go Homeclub together.
Then got reminded of Angus, since he needed a BB cover.
Also thought it'd be good to bring Ffang along to shop.
So basically, it was like one stone killing two birds! YAY!

Saw Nowell @Homeclub flea.
She was taking part in some modelling activity.
But the flea was disappointing, too little vendors.
With addition to the rain making everything wet,
just didn't seem that nice. :/

Then Mich came along.
We decided to head to Plaza Sing.
And we went to the Mt. Sophia flea! (Y)

It was better over there.
Had more stuffs, and saw Gladys!
These are some stuffs I bought :

Then we had sushi @ Cathay!
Yummy yum yum. HAHAHAHAHA.
Okay, that's about it.

WeTheHerosGoKampong

2010-09-22T03:58:00.005+08:00

Went Marina Barrage!

Was actually feeling a lil moody during the day.
My objective for the day to get a job failed terribly.
And I remain jobless. :/
Debbie, Lindy, my brother and I decided to fly kite together.
Since Lindy wanted to go Marina Barrage so badly,
this'd be a good opportunity for her.
I was supposed to bring my kite, but didn't.
Anyway, it turned out pretty well!
Hope I didn't affect anyone with my mood.

Also, thought its about time for some visual reference!

The rest of the photos are up on Facebook!
Check em' out there! Hah.

I should get to bed.
Am going back for NYP Frisbee training, like finally.
Wonder how's everyone doing.
Goodnighttttttttt!

Black sheep, black habits

2010-09-20T03:33:00.002+08:00

Here I am again, at this space. :/

Got back from Angus's place.
Had quite a handful of players for poker tonight.
Really down on luck tonight.
Clem lost $20, my bro and Angus were the big winners.
What a way to end the night. Hah.
And once again, back home after 3am.
Feeling so tired, yet I'm gonna play dota.

I need a job.
I need to do something productive.
I need good habits.

Goodnight fellow miserable Earthlings.

Idkwhereandhowtostart

2010-09-05T22:57:00.004+08:00

I was browsing through other blogs, then came back here.

I remember asking myself how would life be when I turn older.
I used to think that my life would be planned out nicely.
Like everyone would fall in pieces by pieces, turning out well.
But never did I expect myself to be stuck at this state.
It's pretty much a joke I would say.
I've let my parents down, especially my Papa.
I knew how much faith he had in me.
I knew how much he wanted to see me further my studies.

‎"Sometimes you must go through a total loss of inspiration to find what really inspires you the most"

We all need inspirations, but I lost mine.
I need to find mine.
Like now.

Crash & Burn

2010-08-18T04:17:00.002+08:00

I'm back, again.

I'm screwed, big time.
I skipped sch for a month.
I skipped work submissions, like a few.
Zalina, my lecturer texted me.
Gonna have to meet her later.
To discuss if I still can continue my studies at NYP.

Maybe I should go to the army.
Maybe I should just take another course.
Maybe I should just work my ass off.

Okay, I should sleep.
Goodnight (if there's anyone reading)

New Syndrome

2010-07-30T03:32:00.003+08:00

I've been neglecting this space.
This pour-out/blog/no-one-reads space. Hah.

Anyway, its almost end of the semester soon.
A few modules ending class early.
This means I have Wednesday as off day!
But I've been taking too much 'off days'.
The Membina clique has been hooked onto Maple private server.
It's been going on for weeks.
Stupid as it may sound, but its a pretty amazingly fun game.
Especially with your friends. No kid.

I've been losing track of time recently.
Forget this, forget that, might have forgotten you too.
HMMMMM.
Don't know what to talk about anymore.
Let nature take its course uh? That is bullshit.

Au Revoir \m/

You don't know

2010-07-16T04:28:00.003+08:00

Amazing how things can change so fast.
For this case, people.

Starting off as friends was easy.
Snap your fingers, and best of friends were made.
There seemed to be only the happy times.
It seemed like there's barely enough hours together.
That, is the easy part.
And then the test begins, kicking off with time.
Something bad is gonna come in to whack both your brains out.
Now I don't know how to go on from here.
I feel we are much more than what little things are.
I've never thought any small matter would tear us apart.
It'd take so much more just to break what we've built together.
How I wish you could see this,
See how much more you mean to me.

Hope we'll any to get through those ~~nonsense~~.
Fade away like thin air.
And never will it surface again.

Au Revoir.

Poker Face

2010-07-14T06:06:00.005+08:00

I've been watching abit of High Stakes Poker recently.
Thanks Kaiyuan for the intro. Hah.
Played poker at Weekiat's chalet previously.
Manged to earn profit of $13, when buy in was only $10.
And I've been playing poker on Fb more often!
However, I just can't seem to get my first million!
I'm so addicted to Poker now.
Its like hugging your pillow to sleep.
Its like drinking your favourite drink daily.
I need my daily dosage of poker.

Stayed up to do Nirite's work.
Thanks to the nap in the afternoon, I can't sleep.
Better not be late for her class!
Au Revoir!

Don't know what got into her, but whatever.
Thanks Mama for lending me her phone. (Y)

I want to burn you

2010-07-06T22:58:00.002+08:00

What's wrong with you?
I don't know why can't you get it.
I can get along with everyone outside except you.
I gave in and yet you're being such an ass.
My phone's failing me, that's why.
You really make me want to hate you.
You really make home miserable.

If only I could leave you out for a few years.

I never knew.

2010-06-30T01:17:00.003+08:00

School has started, but my body clock's screwed.

There's this time, where I sat alone.
Sat down thinking about things.
There was so much thinking going on.
The only thing I knew, was that I kept going down.
I thought about how I couldn't pass school.
I thought about how money is limited to me.
I thought about how she never needed me,
though I wanted her to be my side all this time.
I never knew the mind could lead you to such misery.

Lucky for me, I convinced myself to pull through.
To put aside all that drama.
To put aside all that 'wanting her' or whatever.
And just think about what are the goals I have.
Talk is always cheap.
I really pray that I can do well in school.
That's the very least I could do.

Au Revoir.

2010-06-23T04:44:00.003+08:00

Your hide-and-seek games.

Its worth pouring out so much, yet getting so little.
Its worth paying $100, yet getting $20 change for nothing.
Its worth if you're doing for somebody you love.
Its worth if the person you love feels the same way too.

I almost got lost while playing your game.
I swear its hard to play this game.
I don't get no clues.
I don't get no tipoffs.
I should stop trying.
Show me, tell me, fight for me if you have to.

Bonsoir.

2010-06-18T08:37:00.003+08:00

Even the richest man on Earth can't afford time.

Time is always on the move.
Close your eyes and it sprints.
Close a little longer, it flies.
Close long enough, you'll barely know what it is.
Hahahahahahahahaha.
Just like now.
Its, almost 9am in the morning.
And I'm still awake.
I'm so gonna bear the consequence, PIMPLES! ):
I really wana hide my face if more comes out.
Its hideous, ugly, and oh-so-not-nice.
I better go wash up nicely now.
And head to bed.

Bonsoir,
au revoir!

2010-06-17T04:56:00.004+08:00

No one can save you now.

I didn't complete Wayne's assignment.
He told the class I only attend his class once.
He told the class clearly, 'do not come unless you've completed work'.
And, guess what.
I could barely finish doing furniture layout plan.
I couldn't even start on my model.
I couldn't even try to start on 3D max.
I literally went to sleep instead and skipped presentation.
I seriously can repeat his module already.
Wonder if its even possible.

I still wana hang out and play.
I still wana go out to slack.
I still wana go club, drink, smoke.
But when I sit down, close my eyes, and start thinking.
I really don't know what's left of me.
I really don't know if I can do schooling.
Oh Lord, please bless this delinquent boy.

Au revoir.

2010-06-13T05:55:00.005+08:00

Relationships are so strong, yet so fragile.

There's just too much drama going on.
In a guy girl relationship, there's this and that.
Emotions that can be so overwhelming.
Can break this/that/you/her/him.
Oh wait, I'm not done with relationships.
It can get pretty fugly with friendships too.
You might see it, hear it, or even feel it.
The fake smiles, the backstabbing stories, the tensions.
Poor humans throughout the planet.
Making simple things look so complicated.
But then again, what's the world without complications?
Contradicting, I know. Hah.

Thinking too much doesn't help.
Thinking too little makes you a fool.
What to do?
Go figure it out yourself dumbass. Haha.

Lights out fellow human beanssssss.

2010-06-11T01:41:00.005+08:00

Feeling like Singapore's very own Rojak,
all mixed up.

School's assignments are top shit man.
I've been crashing and burning thanks to 'em.
Many times I wana just let everything do, also know as give up.
But after hours later.
I sat down to think about what's going on.
And later told myself that, I'm not one of those losers.
"Losers who chose to give up.
Losers who gave excuse to stop trying at what they thought couldn't do.
Losers who feel they had too much weakness when everyone was equal.
Losers who were once winners at birth."
Harsh it may sound, its the truth.
Tell yourself the above mentioned.
Feel it, think through it, tattoo it if you have to.
Change for the better.
Maybe not drastically, but a little day by day.
Let's go Joel Lee, you're much more than a wimp.

Nothing feels as good as success after defeat.

2010-06-05T02:40:00.002+08:00

Couldn't make a sound.

Have been working on my AutoCad work.
You wouldn't believe how much work I've yet to do.
Trying to clear my mess over the weekends.

Lucks to Clem for his snooker tournament later.
Can't be there, though I want to, have jamming session.
Shall see you and Ginny later!

My back is hurtingggg. ):
Gotta get back to my work.
Au revoir!

2010-06-04T05:02:00.004+08:00

Point here, point there.

Been getting quite a load of shit from people.
Don't just assume things.
Cause I'll just all pissed off if I did no shit.
Don't make me point ma _l_ at you.

Prawning session was enjoyable.
With the usual bike gang.
Except, there was a constant army of mosquitos.
They were fierce, like commandos. Haha.
(Kai Yuan is fucking scared of prawns. HAHAHA)

Time for bed.
I'm gonna make it for class!
Tooodles !

2010-06-03T01:13:00.003+08:00

Deadlines

I have this to submit, that to submit.
Being my usual self, haven started on any.
Think I can just head straight to army you know.
Think I'll be more productive over there.

I hope to, God you feel this now.

2010-05-30T20:05:00.003+08:00

Okay, haven been updating.
No time, no mood, no I don't know what.

Yesterday was pretty fun.
Had recording of our new song at Sherm's place.
Was shy at first, but managed to get through.
And it was super fun! Hahahaha.
Next headed to town for work.
The Great Audio Experience, non-smoking campaign.
Ironic, I know, just for work.
Moving on, despite my hectic schedule for that night,
I headed over to Chinese garden for Kaien's birthday BBQ.
Okay, no more, keep it short.

Came back, met up with Siao Lyn Lyn.
Inside thing. Hahahahahaha.
Slacked, talked, played with her cam.

That's all for now.
Tooodles!

2010-05-26T00:03:00.003+08:00

I just met a accident while on the bike with Kai Yuan.
I'm fine, only those injuries giving me stinging sensations.
He's down, feeling all stressed out inside, mentally.
Hope he will do well after a good night's sleep.

I can feel the coldness from her texts.
I can feel the coldness from her words.
Now, I barely have the courage to even see her.
It's just not meant to be. I guess.
All we're left, are strangers having short conversations.
All we're left, are words that hold no meaning.

Wished these would vanish into thin air.
YOU WISHED.

2010-05-26T00:01:00.003+08:00

It's really a roller-coaster ride.

We were up there, and now I'm down alone.
And yet, it seems like I'm going down even further, alone.

2010-05-22T02:08:00.003+08:00

Everyday we wait,
If it takes too long,
Just tell me something new,
Forget about the sunshine when its gone.

2010-05-17T14:17:00.002+08:00

I'm backkkkkkkk on the sunny island.

I wanted to type the details of the journey out.
But, I'm feeling so lazy right now.
I don't even feel like going back to school.
Though I know that is not possible.

Okay, I need to get my letter done.
If not my attendance is not gonna be taken.
My card will forever not be able to use in sch.
Sch is such a bitch. I swear.

Hope life would just treat me a little nicer.
Hahahahahahahaha.
Think there'll be pictures up on Fb for KL trip.
Will post the photos if I have any.
Tooodles!

2010-05-14T01:42:00.002+08:00

Hellooo peep/peeps! (if there's any)

Its only like 6 more hours to KL trip.
And, I'm facing my lappy, doing nothing.
I just started on packing, but was pretty simple and fast though.
Don't understand the ladies.
Hahahahahahaha.

Have been being more health freak recently.
Thanks to Val, who has been telling me this and that.
Now I feel like taking the stairs,
I would think of the food I eat (sometimes),
I would choose the stairs instead,
I wouldn't mind walking further.
Oh well.

Hope all these are fer real.
All that you would think so too.
Okay, wish me luck for my KL Frisbee Open.
Will be back on 17 May, Monday morning.
Tooodles!

Papa's Old-Bird Day!

2010-05-09T23:40:00.005+08:00

Some updates on the recent events.
Had family dinner last Thursday!
Because it was my dearest, loveliest, Papa's birthday.
We went for dinner at Swensons @ Holland.

He has been a really loving and forgiving father.
He can overlook our bad factors,
he can eat less so that we have more to spend,
he can still cheer you on when you're down,
he's always been a strong motivation to me,
he's simply awesomeeeeeeee!

I'll brag to you about him if you'd ask me.
He really is that great.
Like seriously serious. Hah.

Love you Papa. HEARTx100

2010-05-09T17:58:00.000+08:00

Did you know when you dream about a person, that person went to sleep thinking of you?

Did you know when the person you likes look at you and then looks down, they're crazy about you?

Did you know that when a person looks at you directly in the eyes they love you more than you think?

Did you know when that person looks at you a lot they can't live without you?

Did you know when they leave, they say bye too much because they don't want to let you go?

2010-05-09T17:37:00.002+08:00

Ever miss someone so much,
that every name you see is her,
that every thought in your head is her,
that everytime you check your phone you hope its her,
that you just wana spend all your free time with her,
that she makes your day by smiling?

Cause I think I feel that way now.

Chapter 1

2010-05-09T03:28:00.002+08:00

Guess whatttttttttt?!
There's a twist in the story. (Y)
Things seemed to be going well.
Well, at least the boy feels that way.
They've been hanging out quite abit.
They enjoyed each others' company.
How will it continue?

I don't know too.
Like serious serious.
Hahahahahahahahah!

Hope every story will have a happy ending uh?
Cause I still believe in fairytales.
Peaceout. \m/

Once upon a time

2010-05-05T01:11:00.003+08:00

The boy met this girl.
She got his attention, upon first sight.
Their short conversation became long day chats,
their coincidental meet-ups became dinner together.
All these happened so quickly.
Days splitting into hours, minutes, seconds.
Made it seem so large in numbers.
Boy felt she was everything.
Was ready to give in all he had for her.
She made his day.
She made him smile.
She made him feel as if he's over the moon.
But this is only the story of the boy.

It wasn't the same story for the girl.
He was just some new friend she made.
He was just some good company she had on the phone.
He was just some close buddy she's gonna have.
He was just, a boy.
No more, no less.

How sad.

2010-04-29T02:48:00.004+08:00

Ahhhh, I failed to keep up with the routine.
Wanted to do short updates everyday. Oh well.

Anyway, the first few days were homework free.
Maybe that's why I could update more.
I've been more committed to Frisbee.
I've been attending every lesson regularly. YAY!
I've been turning darker due to more Frisbee games.

Okay, regarding my wisdom tooth, its pretty huge.
I swear it was sooooo ridiculously painful.
I wanted to shed tears, but there was none. HAHA.
The pain was excruciating, torturous, sleepless nights.
I finally went to the dental clinic.
What a experience I had.
Ask me personally if you have to.
And, have it pulled out, by the skillful dentist.
Paid $50 to get it remove. Phew.

Oh, and I'm up now doing my Studio work.
Still have quite abit to do.
Yet, I'm easily distracted by things.
And when I slow down to think, I feel like sleeping.
What a loser, I know.

Okay, back to work.
Tooooodles.

2010-04-22T03:23:00.002+08:00

Heelloooooooooooo!

Had a really interesting lecturer today.
Usher-ed for advertising seminar, pretty fun.
Left for Club Crawl at 3pm.
Feels so good to hunt for recruits. Haha.

Had training as usual.
Pulled my hamstring, hurts really badly.
Can't believe had such a torturous train ride home.
And had to limp everywhere I walked.
But its much better now, though it still hurts! ):

Anyway, I really wana get a BB leh.
Mama says that the plan expires only in September.
So I was thinking of putting my tat first. Hah.
Just can't decide what to ink though.

Feeling really tired now!
Imma head to bed already, BUAY TA-HAN.
GOOODNIGHTYYY!

2010-04-21T02:49:00.003+08:00

Heeeeeeyaaaaaa !
Oh boyyyyy, I'm here again.
Daily updates eh, loving it? Hah.

Cough has been really bad.
Couldn't sleep at all thanks to it.
Cough so much that I can't sleep, and even woke Papa up.
Feel so bad, especially when he needs sleep the most.

First lecture was already a torture.
Not that it wasn't good, it was me.
My eyes, I swear I was like squeezing them out to open.
Class was released early today.
After I reached home, immediately fell asleep.
Michelle came over, put her face in front of mine to wake me up.
Then I proceeded to my bro's room to sleep.
Cause Papa was cleaning up my room's fan.

Okay, starting to see too much words.
Better stop, if not I'm gonna type out a whole chunk more.
Gooooodnight all-the-bodies!

"To love and be loved is to feel the sun from both sides."
David Viscott

2010-04-20T00:27:00.002+08:00

Dear Lord, please take this awful cough away.

Despite efforts to go to bed,
my body has fallen ill till I can't fall asleep.
I was literally coughing hard every 5mins.
I was so fed up with myself.
I was afraid I would wake Papa Mama up.
I drank lotsa water, took herbal sweet, shut my door.
Didn't even get to sleep at all.

Managed to get into my hyper state.
Laughed hell alot in school today, like alot.
Waiting hours for a lesson to start is soooo not fun.
Felt sleepy each time I woke up from a nap.
Lucky I had my lappy to keep me awake.

Now I shall prepare hot water and medicine.
Shall not let that painful/miserably night repeat.
Hope I can pull it through.

Aite, time for bed.
I hope I do head to bed and sleep.
Night fellowhumanbeans!

2010-04-19T04:02:00.003+08:00

I'm back at this sad yet pretty joyful space.
Sad, cause there isn't much here.
Joyful, cause I record things worth remembering.

Aite, from now on should put short posts.
Like only the Main Dish of the day. ^^

Just came back from downstairs.
Brother just gave me a haircut.
Talked about bikes and prison life.
Had a few sticks, starting to feel tired.

Quite a few times going on recently.
Have to be more active at Frisbee, Publicity team.
Have to be serious for school.
Have to make Papa happy.
Have to get my POSB made! (Cause I lost it after drinking session last week)
Have to get a tat, mp3, new bag.

Now, its time for bed.
Night fellowyellowhumanbeans!

2010-04-06T04:58:00.003+08:00

AGAIN!
Had another big quarrel with Mama.
Sometimes I really wonder.
Wonder what is going on inside her head.
She can make me scream at the top of voice.
She can make my blood boil so badly.
She can make me turn into a beast.
We only stop when I leave the hse.

Left the hse to meet Avril & Ally.
Had Subway with Avril.
Then we met Ally to slack @Holland's Starbucks.
Thank you ladies for walking me out.

After the quarrel, thoughts ran in my head.
Thoughts like how badly I wanted my family back,
how we used to quarrel so much that I hated home,
how there was only silence at home,
how we couldn't talk things out nicely,
how I wanted to make a difference,
how much I wanted to have a happy family.

Sorry Ma.
If only I had the guts to tell you.
Though you're unreasonable at times,
or throwing tantrums,
or letting your anger out after a bad day at work,
you're still my mother.
Like when I commando says,
"Rule 1: I'm always right
Rule 2: I'm right even when I'm wrong
Rule 3: Refer to both rules"
Ridiculous we may find, but its true.
Cause you're my mother for now,
before,
and for years to come.

I can't fall asleep.
Even after lying down for 1h30mins.
):

2010-04-04T04:04:00.003+08:00

Here goes another longgggggggg story, again.
Sorry for having such long updates.
Now, where should I start from? Hmm.

Oh, met Clem @town on Wet-the-day(Wednesday).
That date, Annabel seriously made me angry.
I was trying my best to get her favour,
she literally roll eyes at me and showed me attitude.
I didn't wana put Clem in a spot, so I left.
Tennis session cancelled due to rain, sleepover cancelled too.
She came on purpose to spoil the plan. WOW.
Went town to get Frolick, alone.
Met Jacob, chatted, headed to Boat Quay.
Played free lan together till early morning.
Enjoyed catching up with him & Nicholas Yeo.

Played Majong at Wk's hse on Thirst-day(Thursday).
Went to Supperclub in the night.
Was super crowded, compared to previous event held there.
Even re-entry had such a long queue.
Travelled on foot to Boat Quay hoping to drink.
Unfortunately, all the pubs were closed.
We bought whiskey, and crashed at Wk's place.
Didn't sleep, even played Majong in the morning.
Slept till night, Majong-ed at Angus' hse.
Finally met FangFang, after such a long time.

Went home at 8am, fell asleep.
Stella, my boss, called me.
I was late, and then I asked if I could be excused from work.
She was kind enough to let me to bed.
Played Majong just now again.
Am back home now, blogging.
I better fall asleep soon, or I'm gonna miss work.

Sorry for those that travelled down to Funan yesterday.
But I will be working later! Haha.
Aite, night night human beansssssssssssss.

2010-03-30T02:58:00.002+08:00

Dang, had a rough night with Mama.
Invited friends over for midnight Majong on Sunday.
They came all the way down from CCK, Yew Tee, Jurong.
Mama started screaming at 2am, slammed the door.
So we came up with a marvelous plan.
We played Majong at Skygarden.
Took chairs and table from downstairs.
How smart of us right, I know.
Okay, enough about it.

So, woke up around late afternoon.
Mama was home not long after I had washed up.
She started screaming about this and that again.
Regarding small matters, that didn't concern me.
I was like wth?! luh.
I did shout back a little.
She can really be so ridiculous at such times.

Met Sihan & the rest downstairs for dinner.
Played cards, catch up, cracked jokes.
Pretty good to see them again.
And now, feeling guilty, for being mean to Mama.
Like she's getting old, and as her child, should give in.
Cause we don't choose how much time we have with each other.
We should cherish each other.
Don't cherish only after its lost.
This applies to that BIG BLUR BLOCK AT HOME.
Oh well, not like he's gonna see it.

Michelle, its been nice having you around.
Like serious serious. Haha.
Hope you sleep well.
Like serious serious too.

Aite, time to get to bed.
Lights out human beans!

2010-03-25T03:31:00.005+08:00

Damn, I want a tattoo so badly.

Have friends that already went to have theirs.
Each time I see them, or talk to them, I get jealous. ):
Okay, think Imma use my pay to do it.
Well, just gotta think of what I wana put.
I'm getting so excited thinking about it man.
HOWEVER, what am I gonna do about my parents?
I'm thinking of wearing my top when I'm home.
But that's a little too obvious right?
I mean, I'm sure they're gonna find out, like sooner or later.
I've been a good kid these days.
I wana please my Mama & Papa.
So that they won't have to worry about this big child.

Anyway, played Majong at Weekiat's place.
I emerged as the big winner. (Y)
Then played at home, again.
I emerged as the big winner, again.
Mama lose money to me, but I didn't take any.
I said, "Nahh, I've owe my Mama too much"
Mama walked away smiling.
WHAT A SWEET BOY RIGHT? I KNOW!
And, I'm gonna stay this way.
Be a good kid to Mama Papa. ♥

Am gonna meet Clem later!
Like finally you know! Hah.
Aite, time for us to turn in.
Once again, night night fellow beans.

Habits

2010-03-24T03:24:00.004+08:00

Why am I still awake at this time? ):

Oh, we had family Majong last night.
Good idea for family bonding right?
Enjoyed it, addicted to Majong already.
Wished we could do it every single day.
But once a week is definitely enough.
Michelle is already hating Majong so much. HAHA.

I didn't sleep much, woke up in the day.
Unfortunately, my keys are still @ Clem's place.
My brother left me to rot, while he went fishing.
Can't believe that I'd be locked inside my own hse.
Stayed home the whole day.
Told myself to stay home and be a good kid.
Since I've been out all week, the bed needs me.
Was glued to my lappy, as usual.
I'm starting to get use to the bad lag on my lappy.
It wasn't like that previously. ):
Michelle & my bro brought back Maccas for me at evening.
That was the first meal of my day.
Just had Maccas for supper with my bro. How nice.
All that indigestible unhealthy fastfood inside my stomach.

Imma have a stick outside the doorstep.
Then its straight to bed.
Correct sleeping habits : ~~FAILED~~
It's okay, I'll try again.
Aite, night night fellow humans.

Mornings

2010-03-22T13:33:00.003+08:00

Good morning fellow non-related human beans.

Can barely remember when was the last time I woke up at this time.
I've been sleeping when the sun rises,
and waking up only
when the sun is about to set.
What a rebellious boy, I know.

I just spent the night over at Samuel Ang's place.
Together with YanXun & my brother.
We all stayed over to catch
Thought I could make a mini pot of gold, but failed.
All the pink papers with printings on it, turned to nothing overnight.
Am glad, at least my brother won a match.
And, as usual, guys found themselves pretty bored after soccer.
YanXun & Ang needed entertainment.
We pampered ourselves with sinful pratas downstairs.
And Shermaine came over around 3am.
Then the game began, with Vodka as the forfeit. *Winks*
Well, everyone drank and fell asleep.
Got woken up when I heard them talking.
Ang realised he vomitted all over his bed. Haha!
Anyway, all went back to sleep.
BUT, the Lee Nan Zhong brothers are up using the lappies.

Okay, I buay tahan my brother.
Everyone's asleep and he's playing club songs.
After I pass him earpiece, he's speaking so loudly.
WHAT ON EARTH IS THIS!
Okay, back to the bed.

Majong/ Club Overdose

2010-03-20T17:29:00.002+08:00

I WON $30+ AT MAJONG. (Y)

Okay, I just woke up from my sleep.
Cause I was playing Majong at Shermaine's place till 7am.
With her cousin, my bro, and WeeKiat.
Now, recap of the days that flew by so quickly. Hah.

On Mon-dayy,
Celebrated Lingyi's birthday with Queenswayan.
Psycho-ed them to come Zirca.
So my bro had high sales for that night! YAY.
But there were too much humans there, like serious serious.
Felt like human in tin cans. Heh!

*Okay, now I'm stoning. Cannot remember what happened*
*HAHAHAHAHAHAHA*

Played Majong here and there.
On Wet-the-day, played at Shermaine's place.

Went to PowerHouse event on Thirst-day night.
It was so NOT that crowded compared to Zirca's event.
It was pretty boring at first.
But I really did enjoy myself afterwards.
Loved it the most when I was on top.
Then slept at Weekiat's place.

On Fly-day, woke up at his place.
Played Majong AGAIN. LOL.
I filmed overselves playing Majong silently,
since his Papa didn't allow Majong for now.
Rebellious kids, I know, but it was a great experience.
Changed, bought food to Michelle's hse.
Majong-ed throughout the whole night.
Cabbed home at 7am, and here I am now!

Shall upload the video when I have the chance.
Aite, that's all for now.
Peace outttttt.

Horoscope

2010-03-09T03:08:00.000+08:00

Sagittarius Man

There is a few Sagittarius who is a private person as well, but you could see that he will be ahead of his friends. He will know what is the bestseller book, what are the top 10 hot hit of the week. The hottest movies showing now, he must have already seen it. He hates routine, it makes him bored. He likes to get to his goals and succeeding in doing so is his true reward. Moneymaking is O.K. but it is not his true joy, for he can easily spent them in a short while. They say if you want the truth, go and ask Sagittarius. They are right, you can ask him and he will tell you all the truth and very straight forward. Even he may speak bluntly, his friends loves him. If you have problems, all your friends may feel sorry for you, but Sagittarius will be the one who will give you a helping hand first and even expect no return favor. That's why he is a real charmer even sometimes-big mouth. When he is mad, he can be quite fierce but quickly dissolve and easily forgotten. He is not a person who will take revenge, so if he say he going to burn down your house, you can relax. He likes compliments and sweet words, so you can manipulate him easily. If he knows you are not sincere, you will totally become meaningless to him. Some Sagittarius is gifted musician, or singer. He is a happy soul, has a good humor and has lots of jokes. He loves freedom, lively and very energetic. If he is working, he will take his job seriously. He likes to travel, likes to see new exciting places. Going out or traveling make him happy. Sagittarius man is like a free bird. He lives as if everyday is Sunday. He will hardly be in a bad mood, but if he is in a bad mood, you will better leave his sight. If you want to talk to him in such mood, try to avoid issue of commenting his life. He flirts like other man, but he has a built in brake, so he will come back to you by himself. If he disappear for a few days, not to worry for he is only recharging his battery to be that same lively person again, them he will be back. He has allergies to Pretty woman, so in love with many women for him would be normal. Setting dating schedule is his games and it's fun for him, and this will keep him from being bored. He hates obligations, so the word "marriage" would suffocate him. If you allow him to have freedom, he will not go anywhere. He falls in love as easy as he catches cold, especially if she is cute, funny and she has a strong personality. No one can tell how long he will be in love each time. If you want to really hold Sagittarius man, act like you are in an adventure movie. At all time, you should make yourself lively, tells him some jokes, always be cute so that it will ease up his allergy to other pretty woman a bit.

True? Heh.

Random

2010-03-09T02:30:00.002+08:00

Decided to change the font colour.
It's too contrasting.
Bad for my eyes, and definitely yours.
^^

Home

2010-03-09T02:03:00.005+08:00

Okay, am finally backkkkkkkkkk!
Slept out for the past 4 nights^^
WARNING: Long post.

Went over to Clem's place on Thirst-dayyy night.
Didn't manage to go rock climbing on Fly-dayyy.
Had a simple celebration for Ginny.
Went to Tamp Safra for pool & snooker.
Gin & Isobel went back to Clem's place first.
Left Gin & Isobel to spend the night together.
Clem won 60-3 at snooker punch. Total ownage.
Felt good leaving Tamp Safra without having to pay.
Had a "kind hearted", he allowed me to ~~smoke~~ while inside. HAHA.

Gin & Isobel left on Sat-the-dayyy noon.
Clem came over my place.
Changed into formal wear.
Surprised Gin on his BIRD-DAY at dinner with his family.
Went to the parents' company dinner @Meritus Mandarin Hotel.
Poor Clem didn't eat much. Sad.
Last minute plan to crash @Gin's place.
Got owned @Xbox games. P-H-A-I-L.
Majong-ed, played darts. (Y)

Cabbed back to Clem's place in the day.
Dota-ed for awhile.
Then Majong again, with Eugene, Gin & Clem.
Gin left early, had to be home.
Clem's uncle came over, another round of Majong.
Didn't lose, but didn't win much either. Heh.
Went out at 12am to snooker @Tamp Safra, again.
Walked back home.
Didn't have our delicious, always awesome garlic bread.
Dota-ed a little, Facebook-ed a little.
Fell asleep soon after, due to lack of sleep + high activities count.
Clem had to send Grandma to doc.

Reached home in the day.
Took a nap, and it was already evening.
Had dinner with Mama Papa downstairs.
Went over to Weekiat's place.
And, back home.

~~LATENIGHT INSOMNIA.~~
I WANA WATCH CSI,
ANYBODY KNOW WHERE CAN I WATCH IT? ^^

Speechless

2010-03-02T00:49:00.002+08:00

CNY is history, for now.

To start off, I really hope I don't retain.
Though we all just pack off and go,
but I'm unsure if I'll be entering the same class again.
I don't know what is going on in class.
I don't know what happened to those happy days.
My friends are now in mini groups on their own.
School seem so much of a torture.
Like serious serious ~~TORTURE~~.
Don't even know how am I gonna face Year2.

Okay, back to the current stuffs.
Am having holidays now.
Feels really good not having to think about sch.
But many are missing the times we have work.
Though I know we may not have anything to do now,
but I am so not agreeing that I wana have Design Studio.
IT KILLS, LIKE SERIOUS SERIOUS.

Anyway, went to town with my bro & Mich.
I looked at her, and we were determined to cab.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
So we cabbed to Far East Plaza.
Come to think of it, my bro paid for our cab. HAHA!
Came out late, so didn't buy anything.
But Mich happily bought a few stuff. Admire her.
Really wana get a 3/4 pants.
Have training later for upcoming work at the IT fair!
Am gonna get my pants at Bugis after that!

Oh! I earned like $40 from Majong. LOL.
Alright, guess its alot to read.
Shall just stop here for now.
Goooodnight Earthlings!

Confusion

2010-02-24T00:10:00.004+08:00

I want to put a tattoo across my chest!
This is my inspiration, John O'Calloghan.
He is the lead singer of The Maine. (Y)
I feel so tempted to.
I just can't decide what words to put.
Words only, so won't look like a gangster.

FINALLY, SCHOOL IS O-V-E-R!

Okay, maybe school is the wrong word.
My main module has already ended.
Means no more late night sleeps,
means no more killing of brain cells,
means no more staying at home 24/7,
means no more feeling all stressed out!
It's really a relieve that Design Studio has ended.

My throat has gotten worse. ):
It hurts so badly now.
I have problem speaking/shouting.
I took ONE PUFF, INHALED ONCE.
My throat hurts like some *.@?/)#$% NAOOOOO!
Seriously, hate it.

OMG, I MORE THING.
MY VANS SHOES GOT STOLEN.
TELL YOU, DAMN ANGRY ONLY.
DAMN ASS.

Time to get a new one.

Sick

2010-02-18T00:30:00.004+08:00

Okay, having been posting much.
But am finally back here againnnnn! Hahaha.

To start off,
sch has yet to end for meeeee!
I feel so sad, seeing ppl around me enjoying.
I have sustained more injuries, again.
I wore Clem's shoes for tennis.
They barely had any grip left, and I sprinted.
And I fell on concrete floor. (Y)
So the right half of my body has injuries.
But they're just cuts and abrasion. Oh well.

Am down with cough, flu and minor fever.
How pathetic is that luh!
My throat is really irritating and hurting. ):
I can't even smoke now.
On the brighter side, means cutting down on cigarettes.
And, hopefully more sleeeeep!

A few events happened recently.
Caught Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief with my bro.
Niam and V joined us halfway.
Had a few catching sessions with friends.
Also with relatives, cousins & family!

Okay, talking too much here.
Better get my ass on the bed.
Have morning class, again.

Gooooodnight!~

Random

2010-02-15T04:27:00.001+08:00

HMMMMMM.
I agree with the Womens' part.
Not the Mens' part.

C'est la vie

2010-02-15T03:44:00.005+08:00

My hair is getting longggg. (Y)

Okay, I don't know where to begin. HMMM.
Have been seeing quite abit of Jesselyn recently.
Meet her first at Pit Building, caught up.
CNY isn't exactly a very happy occasion.
Maybe its just for me, maybe.
I didn't enjoy myself while visiting my Pap's relatives.
They do their usual stuff, Karaoke.
And, their money is, little.
Not that it matters alot, but it still does.
Especially when you sit at a corner, counting.

Left early with my bro and headed to Weekiat's place.
Well, at least it was so much better there.
Had fun having each other around, as usual. Hah!
Oh, played card games and had snacks.
What's CNY without them right? Hahahahahaha.
I won $20 from the card games.
Though its not much compared to Jesselyn,
Who won $330 from Majong? Wth.
At least I won money! Good sign!
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahaahaha!

1 more thing.
Papa asked for 4D number.
I saw the time : 17;25
And I told him to buy that. HAHA!
Wonder if he win anything.
Doubt so, if not, he would have called me.

Uh, basket.
I fell into the drain while chasing the bus.
Totally didn't see the gap.
And my bro laughed.
But I kinda laughed at myself too. Heh!

Okay, gotta force myself to sleep soon.
Have a long day up ahead!
Please give me more moneyyyyyyyyyy!

Random

2010-02-11T01:25:00.003+08:00

Homemade picture. Nice?

Still have been doing anything!
Omg, I feel like killing myself. Sigh.
I don't know how am I ever gonna get pass this.

Someone tell me how.
Someone teach me how.
Someone let me know I can get through it fine.

Intoxiqated with Paramore songs.
Hahahahahahahaha!